The constant in life is change..:)

Well I’m back to flow my emotions by sharing here..last 1month of transition and the result its just 

 the same..as I left out .. my exams are over now  well I’m in relax mode rite now .
.oki its re back my last month experience what went what emotions flows mere zindgayi ki kaahani in last post  Arre Arre “kaahani” se yaad aaya well before exams do the talking to me I had decided to see and saw” kaahani “ the movie let to say In my take it’s the most prolific and well scripted kaahani what a script what an ending more than the performance from gave by stupendous “vidya balan “ the credit more goes to the script writer..oho what a theme to make that kind of movie  seriously I felt really gratified to watch that kind of movie where the show stopper and the power house performer the most dedicated talented vidya balan shows her immense supremacy in big screen I mean what a performance by her truly she rocks and deserved to get one more  national award for this kind of powerful performance ..for me it’s the movie of year soo far..well now lets come to talking point..

   so finally my god forsaken exams are over... I guess I fared just about ok.ok.. And i guess I'd let my results do the talking whenever they come in... 

those exams are really a test for students I don’t think so I mean to sit in exam hall and given a piece of paper where questions where printed and we have to write the answers accordingly  why .? why can’t we write what we had   learned from that subject why can’t we student given any chance to express what we acquired the “Knowledge “ well if we talking about knowledge then that’s question paper in exam doesn’t have any value for me because when I goo reading other chapters its bloody don’t come in the exam and what to expect than to get less grades then to say mark kaam aaya padhai ki kiya is that makes any sense the system should change and we should make them change because when placements all looks for the grade and if grade goes less then your not eligible to sit in the placements rounds now comes second part where the knowledge ? Is marks is more important than knowledge ? well I don't want to continue with engineering anymore or rather with the fucked up system of my college where nothing works.. hardwork intelligence are so alein a term in our college.. or probably I've just not tried enough... whatever the case may be... I am just doing it because i chose to associate myself with it 3 years back...and being an Indian kid I cannot drop out of the system..

for me .Knowledge is the powerful word where knowledge is power anyways .

well Life's been decent enough...my eventful and beautiful third year has come to an end... A heart warming year... A year of many first's...linkup breaks up adjustment sharing  And i hope life continues on this note... But sometimes life puts me in such quandaries... my inability to tell things to people on their face to avoid uncomfortable situations gets to me... for once i want to be real honest with people and tell them this is what I don't like in them... I don't like them commenting on my life, on the way I was, on the way I look... On how I work... I hate it when people pick on raw wounds, pick on my ego, pick on things way too personal for me... I don't like it... Probably you people don't intend to hurt me but somewhere down it pinches me... Some things don't go down well with me... They just don't so spare me... :)

learnt the hard way through life... life's not milk and roses...i meet a coconut man who was selling coconut or we can naaril pani wala near by my campus well he said one interesting facts about life in his way= life is just like a coconut its hard from outside and inner its very soft so we have find our softness our comfort zone and how to make life to live on happily that’s we have to decide . life's a precarious balance... everythings in transition and ever evolving... relationships emotions people, they all change your opinion your way of fitting in..love friendship relationship blaa blaa . flitting in as well changes... you learn some things just don't deserve such scrutiny, don't deserve so much thought ... they are better off being left alone... and if things are to really stay in the long run, they'd eventually return back in...

Now come fourth year... it'll be one tumultous year... the year which would extremely draining... it'l be a year of beginnings and ends... and all we'll be left with is memories... and it'l be the end of college... three years have just flown by...

1st year: where I had lapped I saw no more to fit into first year for lateral entry guy..went in just finding who were to matter... its not me to fit in the system ..
2nd year: I finally made my entry where for me its uneventful year... a year when i found friends... but yet turned into a recluse... kinda avoided company... it was a rather indifferent year...
3rd year: the year I'd always remember...So life's taught me alot come third year... I saw people who I thought were 'friends' going away... And I don't regret their going away... it was for them I found what i did...finding acquaintance and making friendship with them   And I am so happy to see his life finally turned out well... like they say there's always light at the end of the tunnel... I guess my third year was all about friends...  chinmaya,chandra ,satya ,ajay biku,linku ,sujit ,sambit,<shub >.well they are very special friends touched my life in all means thanks buddies well in friendship there is no thanks but take it buddies ..well they did so much of the talking and made me do so  much of it...:) a year that has taught me so much... TERI too, eatopia, Tears, farewells, geology, loner, City Limits, malinga ki kisne koohli and Umer Gul ko kisne dhooli “Virat kohli” , rishikesh, sepia, greys, black and whites, bear hugs, fights, crying, laughs, walks, philomaths, “kahaani”, juice, tropicana, masti rush ins, gush ins, chotta recharge, gol gappas, fests, Holi, pinks, blues, greys, PD, PDAs ..”.i don’t care”,,,”reserved” as limited as where many year before  such was life... probably looking back life couldn't have been any better... a year when i finally felt lucky...where close friends became more close ..

ANd now beckons a year where i seriously hope my luckiness streak continues... and i cut down on my sentimentalism... sigh... hols have started.. and hoping i make the most of it... just need a break for now... probably a week away into the wilderness... away from people i know... so that piece things together and make new beginnings... 

Ps : Hope this Summer break  goes for All pretty well for me too  Aaah its May ooho the real hot month of the entire seasons hope upcoming months may brings lots of new thoughts and new things in every one life  life  tab tak ki liya masti maro chill maroo” lemica” piyooo pyass bujaao  Aaam khaooo  Aaam ki season mein  but mostly do everyone take care of all health because Health is wealth  aur uski liya piyoo my fav. ganne ka juice else  Naaril pani as its summers this tips  I can give :))

Till then  “Swaath Raho Mast Rahoo  Beaath rahoooooo  “

cya :)