Life is kooky.. life is kinky

life is strange.. life is a big joke...

Made it through dunnhumby written, only to be eliminated hook line sinker from the case study... i sucked big time... absolutely clueless, with the talk around me.. i was pathetic...and surprisingly i was pretty confident today, unlike my usual nerve wreck self... I was ready to talk  but not to take shit... and shit happened big time... ..if it makes your life easier to deal with, I'll play the bad guy because I don't really care anymore.

As the scene unfolded, I realized how stupid i was, was it'd really take time for me become this aggressive, take initiative to talk, the world will not stop for me, to take me in, to hear my voice.. I have to fight for myself... And I found the big fakers, the pretenders... people who act so cool about everything and talks freely sweetly and behind your back  they are so bloody fakers ..."yaar tum bahut ache woh hoo yeh hoo  ".do call me in mean time aao ghar mein usko thoda padha doo  woh karo yeh karo.."..I mean baby why the pretense My back is not my voice mail talk in-front of me  - for them this lines -

Wow, your life must be pretty boring if all you can talk about is mine. and  I feel special. Instead of calling everyone else a two faced bitch, do me a favor and look in the mirror and you will see the biggest two faced bitch i know!! well this is for now..!

and for my junior's people  who asked me and are  confused to what to wear in placements well for them this lines :)
Wear what you are on your sleeve... and be proud of it...

 And don't feel like this " I look so outta place in my kurta when the placements are on" well... People in trousers, corpo skirts, coats et al... And I look like a khadi wearing hag.. I guess i've been this way a lil too long, to get the kurta outta me... c'om be free to express and wear something productive which comfort and match u're personality .

ps: "Life is kooky.. life is kinky... and kicks the shit outta you, I realized...."  :)

My unSaid wish ...

  An unsaid wish – I wanna go back to the time when "getting high" meant "on a swing". When "drinking" meant "mango juice". When "Dad" was the only "hero", when "love" was "mom's hug". When "Dad’s shoulder" was "the highest place on earth". When you’re "worst enemies were your siblings". When the only thing that could "hurt" were "bruised knees", when the only things "broken" were your "toys" and when "good byes" only meant "till tomorrow"

Things Changed .. isn't so as life as we grow up we just realized life is not a milk and roses everything has its worth . Very thankful to this technology as its played a rampant change in my life . technology is been super class, Just going through gadgets  * fainted*. Now a days the only way to survive this world is not just the Air but also Technology includes .Been the part of this 21st century   i would like to through my thoughts on this tech world..being over bloomed Yoo Yoo Here we Goo :)

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.In today’s information age thanks to the rampant development in technology, we are seeing unprecedented changes in our everyday life. Whether its career choices, the academic courses we pursue, how we connect with friends and family or even how we search for potential partners. Today most of us have the freedom to choose from the smallest things like the food we want to eat to the person we want to spend our lives with. This growing freedom of choice coupled with the free flow of information via internet, media and social networks, drive individuals to excel and achieve success at an accelerated pace. With the growing number of expectations to fulfill, aspirations to accomplish, and the need to prove one-self, our world predominately centers our needs, and our desires.

Ps:Thanks to the ever advancing technology, the number of Long Distance relationships with family and with gf''s have increased manifold. Facebook, Twitter, E-Mails and other social sites connect people across borders and oceans. It is so easy to fall in love with someone who is miles apart ;) ;)

Blurry images of my life..

Flights, although not the most comfortable means to travel has a different feel to it.. Staring into the blue abyss, into an almost surreal world, the desire to free fall, the meandering thoughts, the wish to run amok into the white, the changing topographies, the strange comfort of the unfamiliarity, life for those two hours is idyllic, peaceful...

And at nights the all pervading dark although is a lil depressing, the beauty of looking at the city below is beyond words, as if the stars have come down for you, and you are going to a world far off, away from the dreariness, away from things that have held you back... it definitely gets the poet out of me...

Mumbai was a welcome break and had a good end to it... the beach making me miss company of a certain somebody... sigh, but Mumbai’s behind me and i am back to the mundane and the run around... but somewhere down even the mundane is peaceful...

Why do we call other people lucky? Why do we wish to be in their place in their moment of happiness and wish the contrary when a tragedy befalls them? I've learnt my lesson of never wanting to switch chairs or calling them lucky...

The end has begun... The freshers this time made for memories of a different kind... Sigh, college is coming to an end, you realise.. As my friends say, 23 is not the age you really want to be in... well, sorry I couldn't get the dreary tone out of this post. We live a disillusioned existence, we run after things we think will give us happiness only to realise how fate can screw things so badly... there's bitter after taste even after a job...

"the catches of life are like salt on raw wound..."

Back to puppy love....

Finally caught sight of a pup after a really long time especially after the MCD go sterile drive for stray dogs, man abuses his control a lil too much... While he humps away to glory with the andar and bahar wali...

So life has been decent.. Thanks to babu bhaiya treat, where he treated me to rich chocolate shake, shawarma, pasta, pizza and rounded it off with golgappa... I took  puppy to school with my little cousin sis , walked through winding green lanes (well they are still not a thing of the past in Bhubaneswar)... Talked about dogs and homes we'd like to have, laughed... The next day went in for an little cousin sis party... the food was heavenly... the melt in the mouth galoti kebab, absolutely delicious biryani, the raita, the sewaiyan.. But life hit rock bottom with "Himmatwala??" kinda surprises u that Sajad Khan was the guy who got u super comedy Housefull series and Hey Baby.. I guess creativity in India is also imported that too with heavy excise duty, so much so we suck at cut copy past even...old songs to new track <#taa thaiya hooo> LOL .

So life's been all about vegetable maggi evenings, vacuous stares, languid nights.. my vocabulary seems to have become redundant and therefore I've taken heavily to neologisms for the inarticulate, with a more than decent amount of "you knows" thrown in and pauses and breaks... btw Soha Ali makes for a really eloquent talker, saw this interview of hers on Headlines today, where she kept stumping Koel Purie off and Koel's only saving grace was her less than graceful smile...

 puja in mandir has been an almost non affair for me, just the occasional drop in for the bhog and ogling, well what do you expect from this glutton and voyeur... Nothing more to report... over and out...

My life's proclivity to to suck continues its streak. Screwed my last exam last year last exam who give a damn hadn't prepared, probably because all of it was last minute. And How I met your mother was a welcome break for me. Earlier I never really got around to understand why it was such a craze, and i stayed away from it mainly because everybody was watching it, but I guess even the antibodies I was blessed with couldn't save themselves the epidemic. I am strugglin hard to find a better quality jobs, i still suck at my MBA preparations. I have said that so many times not it no longer bothers unless I hear somebody score in the latest mock. Statistics are spouted with such pride as if they were the ones making them.

Btw I don't think political correctness to be the best thing to squirm yourself out of a confrontation and of course letting your dear gf 'momming' you around such a good idea. I mean I know most people have their best interests in mind, but please I like some time out of my own. I don't always like to have a fake smile just so that you don't ask what was the reason for the lack of dental display. I like being sad when there is nobody to ask me the reason for it. I have my own messed up head to handle can u please move away from the muck. Probably i am a loner in the garb of being this jabber wok. No matter how much you try to cheer me up, its only when i choose to be happy that I become one. I dissect and dissect and read in between lines, go so much in to the details, the most off hand of statements are as acerbic as they can get. Sigh.

And you know, always doing the right thing does not mean life will spare you its screw up. Life is a whore, it belly dances to your God-forsaken luck. And expects you to enjoy it like a connoisseur, hold your drinks up and savour every moment of it.

Been lazying around the entire weekend, been on facebook for almost 24X7, but am usually offline. Sifting through random pics, its such a bad idea. Listening to songs my lil sis recommends, she's come a long way since 'Aashiqui-2'. Infact I did not have such refined tastes back when i was her age. But the songs are such a welcome. so life's been pretty much the same. Meeting a dear friend of mine today. Hoping ti cheers me up.

The END of An Era ....

well Life's been decent enough...my eventful and beautiful  season has comin to an end... A heart warming year... A year of many first's...linkup breaks up adjustment sharing  And i hope life continues on this note... But sometimes life puts me in such quandaries... my inability to tell things to people on their face to avoid uncomfortable situations gets to me... for once i want to be real honest with people and tell them this is what I don't like in them... I don't like them commenting on my life, on the way I was, on the way I look... On how I work... I hate it when people pick on raw wounds, pick on my ego, pick on things way too personal for me... I don't like it... same with all ppl's Probably you people don't intend to hurt me but somewhere down it pinches me... Some things don't go down well with me... They just don't so spare me... :)

Been quite known to this fact "Success taste Great and failure just pinches hard in darks" .and in postive way if we take its just an act of a Medicines for us to Reback concenrate on our own perspective life goal before jugglin down often anyways  ..

Learnt the hard way through life , is not Alwaz a Milk and roses .life's a precarious balance... everythings in transition and ever evolving... Thanks to that Almighty that  He gave me some sweetest buddies that i won't forgetin after my life span ..

This Post is all about friends , Guys Who been involved with me are my pillars..who pushes me hard and try N try again ,  make me run in this Long Run keep in feetin in all sphere of my life ..they are my philosphers & poat and lovers.when me down they walk me up ..

 This part of my life is  called "Happiness and most important learnin period of my life " my collage life" .. its eventually soon goin to be closed ,A tumultous memorable Era of each And everyones life .The Era which u would extremely miss after some months and weeks just wonder where this beginnings starts and now its goin to be an end.it All we'll be left with is memories and it'l be the end of collage ....6years have been just flown by of my life..

This life taught me almost every thing its hercules  task for me to put into words .rite now numb and emotional kinda tears in eyes ,asking myself what will i do without this Guysss .. my eventful era soon goin to be an end..From Acquaintances then to bestfriends and now  to Brothership. this  part of my life gave me special friends for lifetime where i can't live without them ,the fun masti touchedhood ship <<bromances>> ..from Oh teri  to chotta recharge ,gol gappas fests, weekends hang out . viva test to end term prepartion ,movies ,cricket matches many more probably lookin back life couldn't have any better . this era  says "where close friends became more close" .
ANd now beckons a new era  where i seriously hope my luckiness streak continues... and i cut down on my sentimentalism... sigh... hols have started.. and hoping i make the most of it... just need a break for now... probably a week away into the wilderness... away from families just wana stay with my buddies i know... so that piece things together and make me boastin up to make a new beginnings...
 

College has in many ways made me a whole lot wiser in terms of dealing with people and taught me there's no place for a simpleton in this world....i could actually write a whole book on the lessons learnt in college....will do that later....but College is slowly coming to an end... Everything cherished is going to go far to make way for new... probably material pursuits will replace them... take the intangible place but if only they'd satisfy me... If only i'd not miss the people who form part of my life now...thanks for everything if i exist or not that i dunno guys but whenever u 'vl able to miss me just read my blog post.."Hum rahe ya na rahe per humara good wishes "humesha rahega aap sab dosto ke saat..dunno what life will come next but this the part of life i want to enjoy again and again with u mates..where the endless and seamless story goes on and on the endless nites.caffeine addiction,gargantuan syllabus and laughs the "HIGH FIVEs "the guitars the masti's  ..somosaas.. Dk bose ;] gaaliyaa won't be dere after this year ends..

koi baat  nai end bhala tha sab bhala..i we'd be just caught adjusting to the vicissitudes of my life..i want this time to stop, stop forever... for all my petty quibbles about college life, it has given me a lot and it'l all end... and memories are all that'l be left... 
Ps: The END of AN ERA. vl this be the beginnin of AN Epic or not  vl catch this later and i says cyaaiooo ;)
Ciiyoonaaara :)