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Sunday, 25 November 2012

An "Unpleasant Feeling"-Pain


 Unpleasant Feelin...

I felt a stab of pain in my chest when left everyone. I thought it was chest “congestion “,But No amount of ginger juice could make my pain go away .It still there ..Aadrak ka kaaada bhi piaa per woh Dard Nai gaya.. Aab bhi hai..”
There is a saying Too much attachment too much acceptance too much expectation will surly gives us one thing that’s “Pain”  

If we define “PAIN” - Pain is a feeling triggered in the nervous system. Pain may be sharp or dull. It may come and go, or it may be constant. You may feel pain in one area of your body, such as your back, abdomen or chest or you may feel pain all over, such as when your muscles ache from the flu. According to the concept of physiological pain "how much we hurt as a human being. It is mental suffering; mental torment. But can’t get why ..can’t we go through this life .. my take Life is kooky.. life is kinky... and kicks the shit outta you, I realised...."  but how if the pain will be there how can we go through its very easy to take it lite and have chilling and peaceful life but in reality when life gives U Damn..U can’t do anything rather than healin this sentimentalism..


But if we  talk about our emotional pain and see if we can find a way to get through it. I do’t get it why we suffer  Some people cope with emotional pain by becoming withdrawn, depressed or sullen. Others present their emotional pain outwardly by becoming louder or more extraverted. Some cope by talking, over eating, fasting, drinking, self-harming, becoming violent or over-working and yet others cope by seeking attention or affection.  No matter what you are going through, or what coping mechanism you are employing, you can be sure that someone else has already been through it before you and found a solution. Your solution is out there. I guess will  find it together afterwards may be one some other post.!.
 “One word
Frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
That word is love.”
― sophocles .. this pain has no solution perhaps being confuesed..and the biggest hatin point of my life is being in these feelin.so called Love..Anyways..


So here Im in Btw my life ..I don't think political correctness to be the best thing to squirm yourself out of a confrontation and of course letting your dear gf 'momming' or good friend  you around such a good idea. I mean I know most people have their best interests in mind, but please I like some time out of my own. I don't always like to have a fake smile just so that you don't ask what was the reason for the lack of dental display. I like being sad when there is nobody to ask me the reason for it. I have my own messed up head to handle can u please move away from the muck. Probably i am a loner in the garb of being this jabber wok. No matter how much you try to cheer me up, its only when i choose to be happy that I become one. I dissect and dissect and read in between lines, go so much in to the details, the most off hand of statements are as acerbic as they can get. Sigh.

And you know, always doing the right thing does not mean life will spare you its screw up. Life is a whore, it belly dances to your God-forsaken luck. And expects you to enjoy it like a connoisseur, hold your drinks up and savour every moment of it.

Been lazying around the entire weekend, been on facebook for almost 24X7, but am usually offline. Sifting through random pics, its such a bad idea. Listening to songs my lil sis recommends, she's come a long way since 'Rowdy Rathore'. Infact I did not have such refined tastes back when i was her age. But the songs are such a welcome. so life's been pretty much the same. Meeting a dear friend of mine today.
Ps : Hoping it I will make myself cheers me up.by “”expressing” myself more in everything than to be a silent Roger..! All i can say Want the immortal feeling of being #Peace in life.. #cheers all cyaoo..






"I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things
That I kept inside of me
Maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need"



 - Lady Antebellum "all we'd ever need"

Wednesday, 7 November 2012

Here comes the Diwali Timess.....-:)

Before i start i my wish to all ...:)
Dear all who ever is readin to post, Wish u and your family a very happy diwali & prosperous new year. May God fulfill all your wishes in wealth, health & happiness in your life.
May lights triumph over darkness.
May peace transcend the earth.
May the spirit of light illuminate the world.
more vivid more colors to everyones life..Hey god please..bless us.


my luck... and my God-forsaken life... Ohhoo what a relief now my god forsaken mid sem is over now.Just before the Diwali .The fragrance of sweets already fills the air the vibe i'm gettin.. Very soon pretty boxes packed with laddoos, barfis and the choicest delicacies will start piling up at homes. Diwali, after all, is incomplete without sweets.As we know Diwali or ‘festival of lights’ is a grand festival, celebrated by every Indians all over the globe. Apart from wearing new clothes and decorating ones home, people send Diwali gifts to their loved ones to mark the festival momentous wishes everyone a properous and may god lighten everyone life with full of colors and happiness with something to cheer at the end of 2012 ..and to me tooo..:)
good to see the happy faces and smiles that reflects on my buddies faces..


But then  I bounce back again in my life , coz life leaves you with no other option but to trudge along even if it means that your sole wears out in the long run up to the coveted life that we all dream off... Such is life they say... where the dissatisfaction and the disgruntlement keeps you going and at times just takes a toll... marks they say are small things but are they not the statistics that dictate the terms of your life momentarily... probably i am a 'marks-starved' kid... and these things definetly do get me worked up... especially when I see myself being treated as a lesser mortal, all for no fault... Good sense is conspicuous by its absence... and depression way too ominous...

Sometimes you do wish to become oblivious to certain things of your life, pull the blinds to certain aspects but you cling on to what hurts you the most... the sadist and the cynic laugh out loud... things go bad once and you start picking on old wounds again, forgetting that you'l still carry the scar... and everything bleeds and singes... I do at times forget all that holds me down in my life, and prepare to fly only to remember that I need the earth too... Probably right now I sound all mixed up and dont make sense... but that is how muddled up i am... A precarious case of nerves, who lives on the extremes and still looks for ambivalence...
ANYWAYS ..and i'd better start studying OF UPCOMIN placement on drives...thermo of all....made me insomniac once again....just hoping i do well....till then chao....
College has in many ways made me a whole lot wiser in terms of dealing with people and taught me there's no place for a simpleton in this world....i could actually write a whole book on the lessons learnt in college....will do that later....but College is slowly coming to an end... Everything cherished is going to go far to make way for new... probably material pursuits will replace them... take the intangible place but if only they'd satisfy me... If only i'd not miss the people who form part of my life now...thanks for everything if i exist or not that i dunno guys but whenever u vl able to miss me just read my blog post.."Hum rahe ya na rahe per humara good wishes "humesha rahega aap sab dosto ke saat..dunno what life will come next but this the part of life i want to enjoy again and again with u mates..where the endless and seamless story goes on and on the endless nites.caffeine addiction,gargantuan syllabus and laughs the "HIGH FIVEs "the guitars the masti's  ..somosaas.. Dk bose ;] gaaliyaa won't be dere after this year ends..
koi baat  nai end bhala tha sab bhala..i we'd be just caught adjusting to the vicissitudes of my life..i want this time to stop, stop forever... for all my petty quibbles about college life, it has given me a lot and it'l all end... and memories are all that'l be left... but .

PS:Life is journey  we have to goo and on on and on..thats way zindgayi ek safar hai :)  kyunki dosto ke bina no Zindgayi..:)
enjoy the next weekend with
"Jab tak hai jaan" and sky fall ek saat cheers :)