Before
goin..to share..!!
I would like to wish …who ever is readin this..
Wishing
Everyone A Merry Christmas… AND HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 (twenty Thirteen)ohoo
finally the end of millennium sequences ends …
And
finally the 2012 End of world rumor ..After 2 days goin to be a comedy ..Feel free to laugh out loud..and
just have a party time.. masti majak .. khusi ke din aayooo re ..something to
cheer up as last weeks of this Month
Arrives.. I thing I would like to party from 20th onwards cheers....:)And when 2013 will starts i would like to ask mAayian Calenders .wala ko Arre how come we are alive now anyways.
.comin to the point..;)
December been a fantastic month of
me always and it continues to be …the happiness begins. As the Sigh of Relief finally the God forsaken
Exams Ends. With a Happy note but being feels Sad.. College is slowly coming to an end...
Everything cherished is going to go far to make way for new... probably
material pursuits will replace them... take the intangible place but if only
they'd satisfy me... If only i'd not miss the people who form part of my life
now...
Sometimes
going away looks like the best placebo I could have asked for... But sometimes
the wish to stick up a lil longer... To not let people go away from me this
early on... Living a life without them... When they'd not be a message or a
call away... When the light in the lighthouse would go out where everything
that was for me to call my own will have to be given up on... Sometimes you
question why wishes are granted if only you have to make it to be a beautiful
dream with the worst hang over... Life will go on... dunno if it'll be as
beautiful as it is now... I so want to make the most of my last semester
memorable. ..
And I guess I'd want to continue
with the wild cat streak of the past week for quite sometime, it just feels
good to let go of control finally, the guilt conscience of overdoing the truant
act is long gone... Remember I will be ;)taking a straight 12 hours sleep the
day my end sems ended now , and will be waking
up to a heavy head... I will feel groggy if i sleep too much. and I have to be heavily hogging... Unbridled binging (see the
superlatives used) all when I plan to loose that muffin top... Don't know if
the sacrifice is worth the results I'd get... But hell I want to loose that
flab... Life's been blissful of late. *touch wood*... Will definitely increase
my virtual presence. And better poetry definitely. And More books...
Reiteration helps as long as it is self-inflicted :)
Well life no longer inspires me...
the dreary no news sorts posts the effect... Life's the usual... Dunno if i
want things out of the blue or out of the rainbow...it seems colorful rite
now..:)
Definitely I am not made to crack
any of the entrances this time around, screwed my last entrance real bad... My
end sems are going like any final year exams should be going... My pathetic
performance makes me smile... The tension before the exam and the absolute
lackadaisical attitude to the mess created in those three hours don't make me
go "OUCH" or make me clean up in the one that follows next... The
randomly generated marks of last semesters whether I've done well or not makes
me atleast self assured I'd be lieing in a particular percentage bracket... The
subjects have never inspired me... No wonder my interviewer noticed my dry
responses on what got me to engineering... Sigh... I really want some
time out for myself... Read a lot... read my kinda stuff... Enjoy a good coffee
break without the hurry to go back to studying... Enjoy staring into the blue
sky for hours on end... That reminds me Nescafe's up in college... Woohoo... And
as my friends tells me they have brownie... Although I was kinda hoping on the
chocolate chip muffins... And then you know life can be beautiful if only for
that bit one melting chocolate in the warm muffin...and good company can drive
the blues away...
Ps
:But life will be life... unpredictable and fickle as ever.but I love this
season of happiness in my life ..just hoping it continues in everyone’s life …being
happy in life is mostly matters ..:)
high i sign up...Happy
New year all…2013 hum chale..cya at naaya saal..ki subh kaamnaye ki saat..:)